LOL
Been a while,
last time I check, i still 25 years old on this blog.
now I'm 30 LOL. Life is not getting easier, not even close to my dream.
losing lot of people tho...
Fuck, I dont even know how to type...
Dad passed away. oh wait... I mean Dads.
My father and my adopted dad both left me alone,
okay dont wanna write sad story,
30... hufd.
I thought that I dont gonna make it, here I am, 30.
but yet, still no wife, no son.. no .. nothing.
just me alone with my anxiety.
I used to think that my life after college will be better and easier... but no.
hahahahahaha..
lot of good news tho...
Satunrnus still intact... well its not saturn if there is no drama about friendship.
but getting older... we getting used to it... learn to be better.
I've got sick thoo. but i'll fine.
i manage to be closer to God, even sometimes I lost, but I always know the way back.
not like on my teenager years where my whole life is about gothic and bad life society.
now I learn to be better and better person.
I dont proud with my self now... but I can agree that Im changed to be better.
I feel it...
